Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I've Known Better

I've known better...It's not about time...Love doesn't take time...we're just FRIEND for past, present and future...our future are FRIEND FOREVER...I just think too much...should think less...I should start my new life, yet to look and step forward...without lookin' at the past...But I don't really get with, why have to forget the past...? Is that our memories are just nothing for you? even friend's memories also...? Nvm...I've known better I got no value or a position in ur heart...I'm just your tiny friend among your friends and passbyer among thousands million of people...I already immuned myself...I feel sad but I don't cry anymore...I've known better my heart is bleeding...No one is listening to my sad story anymore...No one is listening to me when I cry so badly anymore...No one can make me such a frankly in front of...No one can replace you in my heart *5658-The One is not fated* I've known better someone will do in future...I don't know why I love you the most...But I don't get your love in return...It's matter of feeling...Start from now, I won't be so kepoh to care about your thingy anymore =) Let me wish you full of luck wherever you're and your *Destiny Angel* comes to you to take care of you =) Let me put a full stop of my love after 2 years one-sided-love to you =) *FULL STOP-5658* You're the one I loved the most...I Love You *FULL STOP-5658*

Thursday, October 14, 2010

痛痛痛痛痛痛...心很痛!大概也了解了!好想哭,但强迫眼泪不能滑落!痛痛痛痛痛痛~~~~

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

怕怕心情

此时此刻的我学会了不闻不问,有些事知道了又怎样?不就是自己傻傻的伤心也无人知...虽然在事情过后知道了会更伤心,但一下子就好了,因为无法回到过去,我无可奈何,只好接受!现在的我,看见你...无论是面对面还是FB,我都会感觉一阵伤感,却偏偏强迫自己不要去看,哪怕只是那短短的一秒...感觉那状态指正我,就如你之前所说的,我的确是那样!我也唯有说声对不起,我的缺点竟然转为伤害,把你给刺伤了!对不起,也许对不起对你来说麻木了!但是,最近的我也只有歉意...无心伤害,也不知道要如何去嬭补,好像越弄越糟!有时候,想找你聊聊,却害怕向前,以前的勇气用尽了。你的冷淡真的令我感到很寒,想不通我们是很要好的好朋友,还是根本不是朋友,还是Hi-Bye Friend?总觉得,你待普通朋友好过你所谓我这位好朋友。看不清,感到害怕!很想去问个清楚,但觉得又何必呢?

Haven

再一次从梦里哭醒 : ( 你的冷言冷语令我感到很冷。我仅仅想要在梦里被呵护的一刻,却被你冷冷的甩开。还好有Daddy Mommy在身边,感觉就好像,除了Daddy Mommy以外,再也找不到任何避风港了!

记得上一次梦里的你,真的好浪漫,好窝心...但是,Daddy Mommy一样的出现在梦里!好像反映着我那仅仅的依靠只有他们了!

现在的我应付不了你那时冷时热的态度,我什么也不想了,只是想好好的做你的好朋友 : )

Friday, October 8, 2010

自我要求

有要求的人是好是坏?我说:"有要求就有进步...人必须永远进步,而不是退步或随便...我不喜欢做东西随随便便...因为我有要求...人生就是要对自己负责人...有责任感的人不会随便...自己人生自己负责" =) 突然觉得自己很有文采~哈哈...就是这样,加油!=)

Monday, October 4, 2010

美梦不真

那个梦是我有史以来感觉到最开心、最浪漫、最不真实的梦!谢谢你在梦里面为我制造浪漫惊喜,最真诚、最感动的告白!但我知道那些都是假的,一切不过只是梦!拥抱着你是我最幸福的一刻,虽然也只是梦!那些已经满足~还记得,梦里的我真的不敢相信~因为这一切都是不可能发生的!也就是梦!我还问了一个超傻的问题,连我自己也过不了的那一个问题!梦醒了,答案还没答,一切也只是梦!梦醒了,很伤心~因为太不真实了,这一切都是不可能的不可能!唯有祝你幸福吧~我不烦你了!