EmptineSsss

Again, nightmare! (>.<)" Why must every dream of mine is a bad dream? Why not a sweet dream? I'm seriously hurtin'...and my heart wasn't fully recovered yet! Why must everytime have to be awaken by those bad dream? Afraid to continue sleep...couldn't imagine what dream will it be when I close my eyes. I don't hope to be emo queen again! tryin' to hide those sadness deep inside, and tryin' to pretend as cheerful as I could. tryin' to lock my heart from others...and even warn myself not to fall in love again! I wonder,"Would I become Insane or Psycho one day?"

That day, I dream of myself being alone! What he said inside the dream was really hurt! And I cried till awake from the dream! The dream kinda real...even my tears was still rollin inside my eyes. Am I the one couldn't accept myself or others? Where's my confidence all? They're gone far away from me! Am tryin' to beg them come back to me, but still...my heart was so empty! And I found out that there's nobody there for me when I need CARE! Feel to HUG someone badly especially when my heart is so empty (~.~)

回忆还是温热的

但承诺已经冷却了

我的天真在泪水里沉沦

孤独它让我无法负荷

不用假装还爱着

舍不得还是放开了

我的天真早就摔成遍地的忐忑

失去了所有顔色

这次我真的痛了

真的彻底醒了

我试着洒脱

换来的只是伤痕

我爱到痛了

你却留下我一个人

埋葬我的天真

还能够说些什么

当快乐已经掏空了

我的天真早就碎成遍地的忐忑

努力平凑着 却再也无法完整

这次我真的痛了

真的彻底醒了

我试着洒脱

换来的只是伤痕

我爱到痛了
你却留下我一个人

埋葬我的天真

我哭的累了

没有梦是好的

别再说爱我

你给的全是悔恨

我爱到痛了

你却留下我一个人

埋葬我的天真

:: 天真 by 弦子 ::

Am just an ordinary girl who is easily to get hurt and no confidence, because of my appearance! And I hate myself...being so easy to cry! Already 22nd, but still easy to drop my tears...even writing this post! I think zhi already get bored with my tears! haha =) Yellin' for a man who can treat me well and cure my sadness...LOL...he's still FAR AWAY!